self love is so hard. I don’t know why I sometimes feel like the Queen, sexy, beautiful and loveable. and sometimes I feel like I am the worst, ugly and disgusting. My confidence is not stable and on some days it gets so bad, I won’t leave my flat for days. That is why I started to do nudes. But I am still not comfortable with doing full body pictures. So this is one of my few full body pics, to break this anxiety about showing my full naked body. To show myself, I am beautiful with all my flaws.
I go through the same thing, and sometimes I wonder if it is hormones, the weather, the lack of physical touching, things like that. It’s always easier to be harder on ourselves though. Self love takes time and practice and some times you have to fake it ‘til you make it. I like to do things that make me feel really girly, like giving myself a pedicure or wearing something sexy around the house for no reason. I hope when you look at this picture you do realize how beautiful you are. Your beauty not only comes from your physical form but from your energy, your kindness and the way you can love other people. You are that Queen, try to remember that she’s always in you on those bad days. -ESD
I hope for the best, but nothing changes.